WorDs I CoUldn'T SaY

I Believe In Miracles...and Better Life He May Give Us

2010-04-16T18:17:00.004+08:00

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born
A Death Certificate shows that we died
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . Relax . . .
And read this slowly.

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.

I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life.

I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe....
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe....
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs
to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe....
That it isn't always enough,
to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe....
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
When a friend cries out to you -
you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...
That you should send this to
all of the people that you believe in, I just did.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything they have.

Love Sick Mistakes...

2010-04-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

Oh dear what can i say?
I'm high here up and spinning away
From a kiss of a thrill to be filled
Can someone hear me?

Love what do you say?
Your mystery winds me up to be playful
Oh here goes my curious sinner within
Is someone listening? i hope no one is listening

How do i slow down? i can't relate to my heart now
I've thrown what i known is it enough for me out?
I'm running on empty

I've gotta find someway to fumble right through this new heartache
It's torn me apart
Oh lovesick mistake turn me away

Time says it's the end of the day
My inside says for your lips to forget what time says
Or do i let go of the feeling when you steal the logic around me?
Oh god save me i'm trying

How do i slow down? i can't relate to my heart now
I've thrown what i known is it enough for me out?
I'm running on empty

I've gotta find someway to fumble right through this new heartache
It's torn me apart
Oh lovesick mistake turn me away

I think i'll disappear leave my head in the air for a chance to feel
So far far away from here i know i can't stay too long
Ooh i don't belong here

I've gotta find someway to fumble right through this new heartache
It's torn me apart
Oh lovesick mistake turn me away turn me away

A Time Alone..'My Time"

2010-03-18T15:59:00.007+08:00

Its been a while since i last updated my blog. My life isn't as sweet as a box of chocolate. It had turned bitter along the way. The heartache and downfall of my life happened at the same time and took so much of me. So much...

Ever since, I didn't have the courage to move on but still life has to go on whether I like it or not. In a way, I thanked that particular person who were in my life for a short while. He changed the way I look at things and life especially. I cherished my moments with him which made me whole. I am really grateful for what he made me see. If not for him, I may continue making the same mistakes over again. After he left, the whole prospective of my life changed. Its been six months since I last met him. I began to realize I missed so much in life. I wasted my 27 years looking for something I wasn't sure of. Yes I have a stable job compliments with several failed relationships. As I was busy trying to find happiness I missed out something important. However God gave me chance to make it up again. Yes I lost someone and at the same time I settle something important to me. Now safe and happy.

From then on, I lost that particular person but I guess it was for the best. He made me see what I lost all the while. Myself. I have forgotten myself. I was too busy looking for happiness I forgot about ME. Now I am able to find time to discover and get to know myself better. I guess being alone is not bad after all. Based on the article I have read yesterday 'Do You Spend Enough Time Alone?", I realised there are so much thing to do. Here's some incepts of the article I would like to share:

a. Self Discovery: Spending time alone gives you the ability to discover things about yourself and to get a real understanding of who you are. We have grown to appreciate the art of getting to know others, but in reality, it is even more important to get to know ourselves, our preferences, our likes and dislikes without other people’s influences.

b. Higher Sense of Independence and Increased Self-Esteem: Being alone and getting comfortable with being alone gives you a higher sense of independence. Relying on yourself to make choices and decisions increases your self confidence, which then permeates other aspects of your life, including the times you are in the presence of others.

c. No Need to Compromise: Often, we compromise when we are in the presence of others. We usually work with one another to reach agreement on everything, from what we will have for dinner to what TV show to watch. Spending time alone allows you to indulge yourself with the things you want to do and the things you love, without any negotiation.

d. Rejuvenation for Your Soul: Getting away from others allows you to decompress and relax. It gives you a break from the have tos and allows you to focus on the want tos. It lets you address your own needs as opposed to everyone elses and gives you the opportunity to rejuvenate and push the ‘restart’ button.

e. A Fresh Perspective: Time alone gives you the opportunity to clear your mind and to weed through a lot of thoughts. This allows you to get to the heart of what YOU really think as opposed to being told or influenced by others and their opinions. It gives you time to reflect on what is important in your life and how you feel about every day situations that need to be addressed.

f. Higher Appreciation for Those You Love: Giving yourself the ability to be alone allows you to have a greater appreciation for the time you spend with others. If you never have time for yourself, you’ll wish you did. It is important to find some balance in this; but once you do, you’ll enjoy your relationships even more.

I have done a few things before I discover this article. Trying to get on my feet again. Life gets much better as I have so much freedom now in life. Life isn't about only ME. There so much things in life I need to discover and every little things that happen was planned by the "BIG GUY" up there. Men?? Relationships?? Forget that... Let the "BIG GUY" do his part. I had ENOUGH... I love my freedom now.

What I want to now with my financial freedom, TO BUY MY DREAM HOUSE!!! Still looking around but not rushing :) need to save more before I can get a place I call HOME. Definitely I am happy now and I need to STAND UP AND MOVE ON!!...

To that someone, you know who you are.... THANK YOU FOR WAKING ME UP FROM MY FANTASY, I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL, LOVE YOU.. STILL AND ALWAYS....

Better Safe than Sorry... Leave Right Now...

2010-02-22T11:59:00.001+08:00

I'm here, just like I said
Though it's breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart, is just the same;
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say "I do";
Give everything to you
But I could never now be true

So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?

So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again

Yes, I will.
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper...
I think I better leave right now

Broken Hearted Me

2009-10-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

Every now and then I cry
Every night, you keep stayin' on my mind
All my friends say I'll survive
It just takes time

But I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart
No I don't see how it can if it's broken all apart
A million miracles could never stop the pain
Or put all the pieces together again

No I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart
No I don't see how it can while we are still apart
And when you hear this song
I hope that you will see
That time won't heal a broken-hearted me

Every day is just the same
Playin' games, different lovers, different names
They keep sayin' I'll survive
It just takes time

Time won't heal a broken-hearted me

p/s - out of a sudden I suddenly posted this on my blog....*sigh* Pretty lost in a way...Just need some time off..now and then.... hmm... Enjoy!!

I hate This FeelIng!!!

2009-09-15T10:25:00.003+08:00

It's a wet Tuesday..same goes how I am feeling today. ..Looking out the window staring at the rain....something just not right...what i was hoping for...maybe it was not meant to be...indescribable reasons...just WHY????

Far away from being happy which I always hope for..when or where or how?? *sigh* was it my fault all along...I JUST DON'T KNOW!!!

It's Friday And I am Still Blog-Bored...

2009-09-11T09:00:00.004+08:00

It's Friday today, am sure most of us out there are looking forward towards weekend. Then again, I am still stucked here in my 2nd day and the last day of blogging class. Feeling hungry already depite my dinner with Coffee Girl yesterday evening.

Thinking of where to go this afternoon during the Friday Prayers break at lunch time. Have few things to do today which lingers in my mind which are:

1. Pay my parking ticket ( damned RM 1o hangus...lupa bah)

2. Heading to Pos Laju Office at Satok...( wonder what is it..)

3. Going to the office to get my daily newspapers...( to read at home)

4. I need a hair cut...huhu...still thinking TO GO or NOT TO GO!!! That is the QUESTION..

5. Thinking of what to the NEXT !!! ....

Anyway, need to do what I got to do first and get over this class soon. Hopefully this class ends early today so that I can go kayo-kayo somewhere....hhmmm..blank!!! blank!! Duh!!!

Difference between "Somebody You Love" and "Somebody You Like"

2009-09-10T19:20:00.003+08:00

Thoughts on Life...Points To Ponder...

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

A Survival Kit for Everyday Living

2009-09-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

Something I like to share .....

Items Needed:

Toothpick
Rubber Band
Band Aid
Pencil
Eraser
Chewing Gum
Mint
Candy Kiss
Tea Bag

WHY??
1) TOOTHPICK - to remind you to pick out the good qualities in others.
2) RUBBER BAND - to remind you to be flexible, things might not always go the way you want, but it will work out.
3) BAND AID - to remind you to heal hurt feelings, yours or someone else's.
4) PENCIL - to remind you to list your blessings everyday.
5) ERASER - to remind you that everyone makes mistakes, and it's OK.
6) CHEWING GUM - to remind you to stick with it and you can accomplish anything.
7) MINT - to remind you that you are worth a mint
8) CANDY KISS - to remind you that everyone needs a kiss or a hug everyday.
9) TEA BAG - to remind you to relax daily and reflect on all the positive things in your life.

60 Things That Are Happening Right Now While You Are Reading This Page

2009-09-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

1. Somebody is very proud of you.
2. Somebody is thinking of you.
3. Somebody is caring about you.
4. Somebody misses you.
5. Somebody wants to talk to you.
6. Somebody wants to be with you.
7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
8. Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
9. Somebody wants to hold your hand.
10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
11. Somebody wants you to be happy.
12. Somebody wants you to find him/her.
13. Somebody is celebrating your successes.
14. Somebody wants to give you a gift.
15. Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
16. Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot
17. Somebody wants to hug you.
18. Somebody loves you.
19. Somebody admires your strength.
20. Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
22. Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
23. Somebody thinks the world of you
24. Somebody wants to protect you.
25. Somebody would do anything for you.
26. Somebody wants to be forgiven.
27. Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.
28. Somebody wants to laugh with you.
29. Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.
30. Somebody is praising God for you.
31. Somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.
32. Somebody values your advice.
33. Somebody wants to tell you how much they care.
34. Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
35. Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.
36. Somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.
37. Somebody treasures your spirit.
38. Somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you.
39. Somebody praises God for your friendship and love.
40. Somebody can't wait to see you.
41. Somebody loves you for who you are.
42. Somebody loves the way you make them feel.
43. Somebody wants to be with you.
44. Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.
45. Somebody is glad that you're his/her friend.
46. Somebody wants to be your friend.
47. Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.
48. Somebody is alive because of you.
49. Somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.
50. Somebody wants to get to know you better.
51. Somebody wants to be near you.
52. Somebody misses your advice/guidance.
53. Somebody has faith in you.
54. Somebody trusts you.
55. Somebody needs your support.
56. Somebody needs you to have faith in them.
57. Somebody will cry when they read this.
58. Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.
59. Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.
60. Somebody needs you to send them this to them.

Good News To Some...Bad News To Me...

2009-09-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

I'm Back

2009-09-10T09:09:00.003+08:00

I've been away from quite some time...Lost for words a way or another... Just couldn't get myself to sit down and write. Today, I am attending a course organise by my department which they called it "Introduction to Blog". Hmmm, introducing the staffs to the blog world I guess. I can't really say what to feel...for me kinda silly since you can actually learn yourself and no need a class to actually build a blog.

Well anyway..its now or never, my opinion building a blog is easy, but to fill in the blanks and doing updates is a problem..that's what the REAL problem is huuhu....

Life...anyway..Saya yang menurut perintah...watever it is.. JUST DO IT!!!!

Child's Play..No Worries..Enjoy

2009-04-12T23:56:00.020+08:00

It's been a while since I last updated my blog. Was busy lately and didn't have any idea to post anywhere. Being away from the office for about 3 weeks was refreshing. Able to get away from the some people somehow were indeed relaxing.

Being in Lubok Antu, Sri Aman was not that bad minus the continuous cut off supply of water during my early stays and 3 days until we left the place. It was not my first time there. The place was peacefull and the people were friendly. Didn't take long too actually adapted to the new environment.

I remember stopping by to watch a group of kids playing and jumping off the brigde. The kids were laughing their hearts out enjoying themselves. Gosh I envy them :) World without problems and worries... All they care about is to enjoy and not getting enough food. :)

Here are the snippets of the kids..

1...2...3....Jump!!!

Whoaaaaa...........

Splash.....!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!!! Again!!!!....

Hold Up My Heart

2009-02-28T01:18:00.003+08:00

Here is Brooke White's new single "Hold Up My Heart" which I fell in love listening to it..love the lyrics ..Enjoy...hmmmm.....

Please, Hold up my Heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence

You're here but you seem so far
Why did you run away from me?
Is it because I'm not as pretty as I used to be?
Oh, like a picture on the wall,
Should've known that I was bound to fall,

So Please, Hold up my Heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin', I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

When I am weak try to always find the best of you and me
But I will always be the one who understands you
Like a picture on the wall
Shoulda known that I was bound to fall

So please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin' I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

We share hope, we share life
We share kisses by the fire
and I will always be the one who understands you

So Please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin' I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

{Ba, Ba da da da, Ba da da da da da da }

Darlin, I am changing, but everybody's Changing too.

A Great Way TO FirM YouR Butt

2009-02-19T11:47:00.004+08:00

Check this out!!..... I want to MOVE IT!! MOVE IT!!! heheheh

Lunch Time Heaven @ John"s Place

2009-02-18T21:17:00.009+08:00

A few days ago, my colleagues and I had our usual lunch try outs...and our new destination is John's Place which is just located behind Harbour View Hotel, Kuching.. Let's check it out :)

My Kueh Tiaw SeaFood

Din's TomYam Mee

Azlan's, Freda and Edna's Fried Rice

The price was reasonable and the best is THE FOOD!! Yummy!!

MoVie MaraThOn!!

2009-02-18T10:38:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday, I hang out with an old friend who happens to be my ex room-mate & housemate of four years back then :)...It was fun being able to catch old times and giggle about little and stupid things that I used to miss. Coincidentally, it was Valentine's Day and since both of us had no particular plans and finally we decided to watch Benjamin Button since my friend, Cyrene is a big fan of Brad Pitt. Since we were 4 hours way to early for the movie which starts at 8.30pm so we decided to watch GENG THE MOVIE ..which start at about 6.45 pm..

Geng the Movie featuring Upin & Ipin

Movie Synopsis

Ada sesuatu yang mengganggu ketenteraman Kampung Durian Runtuh. Penduduk kampung menyebarkan cerita tentang kewujudan suatu makhluk yang menggerunkan menjelang waktu malam, namun tiada siapa yang berani mencari kebenaran disebaliknya...

Sehinggalah Badrol dan Lim, serta rakan-rakan baru mereka terjerumus ke dalam misteri tersebut tanpa disengajakan. Seekor haiwan aneh yang tidak diketahui asalnya, menjalin persahabatan dengan Rajoo dan membawa mereka semua ke suatu pengembaraan, jauh ke dalam hutan hujan Malaysia yang penuh dengan hidupan liar, termasuk seekor ular gergasi yang mistik. Sertai mereka, dalam mengungkap misteri dan merentasi cabaran di sekitar keindahan panorama flora dan fauna Malaysia.

Check out the website: http://www.gengthemovie.com/

The movie takes about 1 hour 45 minutes and the flow of the story was great, funny and cute. It's worth watching especially when you have nothing to do hehe....By the way the animation is GREAT!!! Thumbs Up...

Next Movie: Starts at 8.30pm ~ THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON

The Synopsis

"I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the 1920s story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards: a man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story, set in New Orleans from the end of World War I in 1918, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be.

A very long movie which takes about 2 hrs 45 mins but indeed enjoyable..the plot was amazingly well done..What I love about..Benjamin died as baby..so cute!!!

Our 6 hours of movie marathon ended about 11.30pm with hunger pangs haha...went for supper before calling it a day off :)... I would love to do movie marathon again some other day.. Cheers!! :)

TerLanjuR CinTa

2009-02-16T15:17:00.003+08:00

A latest single from Rossa...nice song....Enjoy.. :)

TERLANJUR CINTA BY ROSSA FEAT PASHA UNGU

Waktu bergulir lambat
Merantai langkah perjalanan kita
Berjuta cerita terukir dalam
Menjadi sebuah dilema

Mengertikah engkau
Perasaanku tak terhapuskan

Malam menangis
Tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
Mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
Cinta yang t’lah rapuh

Apa yang ku genggam
Tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

(Korus)
Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

Aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
Apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

Mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
Cinta yang t’lah rapuh

Apa yang ku genggam
Tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

(Ulang korus)

p/s: Didn't mean to get mushy mushy this time around hehe...Saje je.. (*_n)

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-08T21:36:00.014+08:00

Back in my uni years, I recall doing this research on Valentine's Day which falls on the 14th of February as a topic for my Public Speaking class. Can't remember much of what did I do and get :) haha....My classmates even had much more interesting topic to share in class like Easter Day and Incest.

I didn't mean to get sentimental or anything since Valentine's Day is just three days away, and I've seen the local paper published some articles on Valentine's Day and even promoting hotel valentine dinners, flowers and gifts. I'm sure couples out there are making plans to celebrate this auspicious day..

Not me..no plans, got no one special, just enjoy my time at home watching tv...

Anyway.. here's how the Valentine's Day story begins...

The St. Valentine's Story

Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day — and its patron saint — is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.

According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl — who may have been his jailor's daughter — who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.

While some believe that Valentine's Day is celebrated in the middle of February to commemorate the anniversary of Valentine's death or burial — which probably occurred around 270 A.D — others claim that the Christian church may have decided to celebrate Valentine's feast day in the middle of February in an effort to 'christianize' celebrations of the pagan Lupercalia festival. In ancient Rome, February was the official beginning of spring and was considered a time for purification. Houses were ritually cleansed by sweeping them out and then sprinkling salt and a type of wheat called spelt throughout their interiors. Lupercalia, which began at the ides of February, February 15, was a fertility festival dedicated to Faunus, the Roman god of agriculture, as well as to the Roman founders Romulus and Remus.

I'm sure most couples out there are looking forward for this very day.. Well, I believe you don't actually have to wait for February every year just to I Love You..

You can say it every day by showing that you actually care by just being there for them. How I wish hehe...sigh**

Anyway...Just like to wish all fellow friends and blogger Happy Valentine's Day and spread the love all around..Enjoy the weekend, Cherish the moments you have and God Bless You All..

A CRY OUT FOR HELP....

2009-02-03T13:53:00.005+08:00

A cry out for help from the flood victims in Balingian.....Help came but way too late...

My HoMeTowN SibU...FlooDed AGAIN!!!

2009-02-01T13:50:00.023+08:00

Its the second flood that hits most parts in Sarawak within the same month..What a head start for 2009...Continuous rain and high tide made the situation even worst.

Here are some snippets around Sibu Town which was badly affected by the flood. The photos were taken yesterday 31st January 2009.

Flood Level marks 2 Feet at Jalan Pedada, Sibu

Jalan Bukit Assek

Fire and Rescue Department at Jalan Central..

Jalan Foochow

Jalan Kampung Nyabor, SIbu..Premier HoTel

View Along Jalan Lanang

Jalan Pedada, Sibu

Jalan Tong Sang

GettIng AwAy...GonG Xi!!! Gong XI!!!..Xinnian Kuai Le

2009-01-26T14:09:00.006+08:00

There are times when u feel so down...everything seems to go so wrong...Faking a smile to hide the truth is the best way to cheer myself ....Feel like going for a drive...and getting away.....

Any way Wishing all friends and fellow bloggers Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Have have a Prosperous New Year in the Year of The OX !!!....

It's A RaiNy JaNuaRY....

2009-01-19T12:15:00.015+08:00

It's been a week since the flood hit Kuching badly on the 11th until 14th. The prolonged rain affected most of the people living by the riverbank. Here are snatches of the event.

The pictures were taken on 11th January 2009 (Sunday) around morning and in the evening during high tide.

The Barrage...Looks like a storm...

At Landeh..

Kampungs in Landeh, Batu 7/8 Kuching-Serian Road area badly affected

Kampung Bumbok, Bau turning into a lake

Rooftop of a Bus Stop :)

Old Shophouses in Batu Kawa..

At Jalan Batu Kawa...

Housing area at Batu Kawa..

Satok flooded..

Aerial View of Satok...

LaGu UnTUkMu...

2009-01-18T17:18:00.006+08:00

Got a number of unexpected sms from someone I've forgotten...What a headstart!!

Him : Hey there, How you've been doing? You look pretty..it's been a while since I heard from you...You okay??

Me : Hi..I'm fine thank you..I'm okay..I'm just the same..nothing much changed..just far off better than before..Guess you been busy so didn't want to disturb you..So how's you and your girl? So what's up?

Him: Owh nothing actually..just kinda miss you..that's all..Hope we can hang out sometimes..Just want to see you again..

Me: Really, thank you anyway.. Don't want to mess up with your gal that's all..it over rite?Maybe next time..

Him: owh..well nothing actually..heard you're seeing someone?Do you mind telling me who it is?

Me: Wow..news spread eh..no la..just 'teman tapi mesra' just like you said before :) nothing going on..

Him: owh..okay..really?

Me : Yeah..I moved on..remember??? okay kinda bz rite now..chat with ya later k..

Gosh...last person I want to know about..the hatred still there..sorry dear...Your time's up. Your fault.. This song's for you..GET A LIFE!!!!! Goodbye LOSER!!!

LAGU UNTUKMU
BY
MEET UNCLE HUSSEIN

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicelah
Bagaiku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini
Takkan berubah kerna aku tetap aku
Dan lalu rindumu bukanlah aku

(Chorus)
Guna hati, akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza
Kau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Apakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan
Yang dikawal oleh jari-jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup cukuplah oh cukuplah

(Chorus)

Tak faham tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan
Berbeza-berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa
Bebaskan bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan
Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai di sini saja
Hubungan kita berdua
Hoa... hoa... hoa...

Beware of "TorchLights"

2009-01-17T10:58:00.009+08:00

I got this message from my ex-colleague in KL. Its a reminder to all ladies out to on the LOOK OUT at all times their especially when you're out alone. To guys reading this, share this with your sisters, girlfriends, wives, nieces and etc... Please be on the look out..ALWAYS!!!

This item is called a STUNGUN

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. NO MATTER HOW BUSY YOU ARE , YOU MUST GIVE YOURSELF AT LEAST 3 MINUTES TO READ THIS!

I just thought to let know what my doctor told me recently. I don't think she was lying and neither am I, so please pass this on to your friends. Her clinic is in SS2 and you know how congested that place is.

One morning a few months ago in broad daylight, a girl was getting into her car when a few men approached her with what looked like a torchlight. Quite harmless looking. They pressed the "torchlight" into her back and immediately she went limp and very pale. So she wouldn't be able to fight back, they slashed her thigh with a parang and sped away in her car.

There were many people around and they quickly took her to the nearest clinic which was my doctor's clinic. There were two doctors at that time and they managed to stitch up her wound but the girl remained pulse-less and still pale as paper. No pulse, no BP (blood pressure). Just like dead.

My doctors were confused as to how one wound on the thigh made the girl almost like dead? They managed to revive her and save her life.

After some checking around, the doctors found out what actually happened was that the girl was made unconscious not by a torchlight but actually a high voltage weapon. I forgot how many watts she mentioned. 1000? Anyway, it was high enough to kill a person by electrocution.

It seems this weapon is from China . It's not rampant yet in Malaysia , but with this thing, a person can rob, rape, kill, kidnap, and practically do anything to you. My doctor said that if the girl weren't taken to the clinic immediately she would have died because there was no pulse on her.

So please just beware of your surroundings, if anybody is lurking around with a torchlight looking thing (picture below) and approaches you, just scream or run away.

Better to be embarrassed than ZAPPED and fried, right?

Take care.

What's YoUr SigN???

2009-01-15T10:40:00.012+08:00

Here's something I like to share. I'm a CANCER-The Protector. Hard to say mostly what were written about my personality were true eheh...I'm moody and emotional at times haha..Unpredictable mood swings I must say...So what's yours?? Happy Reading. :)

CANCER - The Protector ( June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive And imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love From others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist ( Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beau tiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique Appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One ( Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous And/or possessive.. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or
Secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ( Nov 2 2 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Havi ng lots of friends. Flirtatious. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Beautiful inside and out.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ( Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 )
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic..

TAURUS - The Enduring One ( April 20 - May 20th)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who Are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take Pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox ( May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But need to express themselv es. Argumentative and outspoken. Like Change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May Seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss ( July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the Right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

Information Department Sarawak's Gotong Royong

2009-01-11T02:05:00.004+08:00

Gotong Royong programme involving more than 100 members and staff of the Information Department headquarters at Jalan Bako was successfully done on Saturday, 10th January 2009. Despite intermittent rain, the programme managed to be completed by lunchtime.The programme is led by the State Director of Information, Resat Salleh.

The Director, En. Resat Salleh instructing his deputy Cik Hjh Sharifah Mariam where to start the gotong-royong works...Opps..me accidently ENTER FRAME hehe...

Steady Boss!!!

Its Raining..and we don't care...gotong-royong still ongoing

We're planting flowers to mark our parking spot heheheh wink* Wink*

We got to Move it..move it...the PSP Geng :P

Finally, its clearing time...

Washing up and Dancing to the music!!! Groovy baby!!

Lunch time!! A Hard Day's Work

After the change...Eating Time..yummy!!

The new staffs..exhausted, wet n hungry LOL

I Didn't MeAn To MaKe YoU MiNe...

2009-01-09T14:13:00.008+08:00

I'm not good with words. So stupid for falling for someone who are already with someone (though not married yet, Thank God). But still My Bad. I don't want to be THE OTHER WOMAN. Shouldn't have known or guess. Didn't have the courage to ask. Well better safe than sorry since I didn't have to heart to tell. Better still, let it just end.

This song lingers in my head rite now..Better 'mandi bunga' owh..Don't want to have more bad luck throughout the year.. Soi je!!! Now I'm focusing my mind and my whole heart to WORK, WORK and more WORK!!!!!!

I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU MINE

Don't give me a second chance
It'll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else I have
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn't mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn't mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I'd turn back time
I didn't mean to make you
I didn't mean to make you
Mine

Don't look at me like I'm mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn't mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn't mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I'd turn back time
I didn't mean to make you
I didn't mean to make you
Mine

I didn't mean to make you hold me
I didn't mean to get so lonely
I didn't mean to say all this to you
I didn't mean to make you need me
I didn't mean to love you like I do
Look at what we've put us through

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn't mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn't mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I'd turn back time
I didn't mean to make you
I didn't mean to make you
I didn't mean to make you
Mine..

P/s: Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over. Guess I was lonely..I should be better off alone and mind my own business. Should stay focus to achieve my 2009 resolutions :)

HeLLo 2009, GooDbYe 2008

2009-01-02T17:13:00.008+08:00

Its the second day of 2009 and looking back so many things changes in time. My Christmas this year was fun, filled with laughter and it was a great family get together. Here are snatches of my little adventure, my Topsy turvy life throughout 2008.

January 2008
Its been six months since I moved to Kuching from Kuala Lumpur. I was transferred back to state in June 2007 and only reported duty in July 2007. I've managed to adapt to the life in Kuching and found good friends in the office. Its been a blessing here after all. I'm thankful that I made right move.

January been a busy month as we were getting ready for PRU 12. And lots of visits and briefing from the State and the Ministry as well and more ad-hoc activities to get over with :)

February 2008
Its February, the most busiest month ever..so much work, operational room to take care..Gosh..It was so exhausting!!!.... So much for Valentine!! My valentine was erm..ok la...not so exciting as others...hmm...didn't get any flowers or so...sigh** the signs of the downfall :)...I was too busy with the operational room and was on duty 24hrs.

Mac 2008
The election ended in early Mac and a week after that I got an all paid so called two weeks holiday to Melaka. Well actually, I was attending my two week Induction Course in MITC Hotel, Ayer Keroh, Melaka. Boring..as I'm stucked in the hotel..far from Bandar Melaka and no access to public transportation except for hotel's taxis which cost you a fortune.

April 2008
Hmm..this month full of meetings and official visits by Big Boss from HQ. All I can remember my life starts to fumble and tried my best to fixed it. I had failed and I took a week's break and flew to KL to clear off things on my mind for a while. Guess I was in the state of denial by then :)

May 2008
In May, there were a few department's activities that I took part in. As I tried again to patch my relationship, it turn out from bad to worst. Still holding on too. Thank God, I was sent to KL again to attend a course for four nights, at least I was able to get away for awhile. I didn't want to get so carried away. With tonnes of work and activities to organise, my life was I can say ok..as I don't think much of my distorted personal life..I took a time off again for Gawai Holiday.

June 2008
Its Gawai and this is the 1st time I ever get to celebrate at home. Wouldn't miss a thing to enjoy and indulged myself and be around my family back home :) Life's beautiful though my a bit distorted hahah..Hey..I'm not Perfect..

July 2008
I had turned a year older this month.. Didn't get to celebrate it anyway.. Don't know how to or with whom anyway :) Just stay at home and watched TV then took a drive around town. I didn't get to feel sorry for myself as I was flooded with Birthday smses and mms throughout the day except from that particular person I waited for who end up wishing me Happy Birthday two days after. Boy...that was a blow indeed..

What actually got things of my mine was that I have my program to organise by end of the month which turned out to be a personal huge success to me in particular :) I didn't know I was capable enough. Luckily the whole event turned out well as planned.

August 2008
Its August and this is the most busiest month of the year. Again I get to be involved in one of the department's prime event...heheh they so called it :) Kembara Merdeka Jalur Gemilang 2008 for the second time except for different task. Handling technical was a unique experience and was not so bad after all. The mix of new and old faces with various experiences made it easier after all though some work we had to do it until late nights but the event overall successful. We wouldn't have done it without determination of the team to make it possible.

My team and I went to Miri two days earlier and managed to relax awhile before the main event kicks off starting in Miri and ended in Kuching. Again another get away from my distorted life :)

September 2008
Its starting of the fasting month and this the time where we actually take time off from activities and doing more reports. I had finally decide to call my relationship off. No more unanswered calls from him, angry smses from me. It was hard at first but it was worth it anyway. Things were never meant to be. Just couldn't take it anymore. Time to move on and I focused more to work, friends and family. I took a time off back to my hometown to clear things off my mind. I even bought myself a laptop and celcom broadband which made my life much enjoyable.

October 2008
Hari Raya falls on the 1st and busy with attending open houses and it was indeed an enjoyable month. I'm enjoying my life and life gets better every day.

Our 'Layar Bestari' event in Kapit was a a great getaway for all of us in the office and indeed an joyful event despite some hiccups along the way.

November 2008
November was a slow month indeed but a least a week get away to Miri was refreshing. Even though the week long course was tiring but being able to be away from Kuching was a blessing. I guess what comes around goes around. Letting things happens as it should be helps us to be a better person.

December 2008
My Christmas this year was an enjoyable and so tiring. My dad's friends flock in the house right after the Christmas morning mass until late evening and that continues until the next day. Every day was packed with family activities. Nice to be at home, sharing stories and gossips with my elder sisters. This month a BLAST :)

My 2009 resolution are:
Do's
1. Save money long term (hmm....trying my best)
2. Buy a house
3. Get a new car..and still keep my darling kelisa (my dad said he's going to help me with this
hint** fingers' cross)
4. Save More money...
5. Vacation
6. Pay my PTPTN on time heheeh
7. Again.....save more money...still trying too...MUST!!!

Don'ts
1. Stop being too sympathetic and too kind..tendency being taken advantage of
2. Trust people too much..
3. Overspent (hehe..very high tendency...can't help it)
4. Clear my credit cards..hey..got two only mah...Thank God I seldom use them :)

This New Year I have decided to live my distorted life positively and just let things happens as it is. Everything happens for a reason so just let it flow. Life is no story book. So COME WHAT MAY!!!

To Inbliss: Huawei....Sorry for my unpredictable mood swings. Can't help it..My life too distorted already so..Bear with it lor.....if not....Terjun..huawei...terjun... HUAHUAHUAWEI.......

TO ALL FRIENDS AND FELLOW BLOGGERS :

WISHING YOU ALL

A Fantastic January,
Lovable February,
Marvelous March,
Luckiest April,
Enjoyable May,
Successful June,
Wonderful July,
Independent August,
Mesmerizing September,
Tastiest October,
Beautiful November,
Happiest December.

HAVE A VICTORIOUS 2009

Cheers
Ebeez82

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 !!! GOD BLESS!!!

2008-12-31T18:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 TO YOU ALL..
BEST WISHES ALWAYS..
GOD BLESS!!

My Fave CrisPy Apam Balik

2008-12-31T15:39:00.007+08:00

This is what I used to miss everytime I'm away from home Crispy Apam Balik yum.!!!! I Love SiBU..MY HomeTown....

The Apam Balik Stall at Central Market Sibu

The Crispy Apam Balik..YummY!!

My All Time Favourite :)

BritOns Vs MaLaYSiaNs...

2008-12-26T21:13:00.001+08:00

Who says our English is teruk.? Just see below - Ours is simple,short,concise, straight-to-point, effective etc.........

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No Stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
Malaysians: Hello, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY.
Britons: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
Malaysians: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Malaysians:No-need, lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Malaysians: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.
Malaysians: Don't be shy, lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I'd prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Malaysians: Don't want la...

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're
coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Malaysians: You mad, ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please ! lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time.. Do I know you?
Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.
Malaysians: Die-lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?
Malaysians: Wat happen Why like that....

WHEN SOME ONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it here let me show you,
Malaysians: like that also don't know how to do!!!!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me
Malaysians:Celaka u

My EaRly CHrIstmAS GiFt

2008-12-17T22:38:00.009+08:00

Yesterday via SMS from Dusip, an old fren residing in Shah Alam.

Dusip ~ Hey..I am sending over something to you via pos laju"
Me ~ Huh..What? Why Suddenly? When?
Dusip ~ Just wait n see. I'm wrapping it now. Its cute..you're gonna like it and its useful too. I know you need this. Just give me your address okay.
Me ~ Hmm okay...Here it is (sending my address over). Ermm when are you sending it?
Dusip~ Today.. I'm heading to Post Office later on. I still owe you anyway, your belated birthday present. Perfume. I'll sent it over later okay.
Me ~ Duh...Thought you have forgotten hmm ok la...I'll call you later k.
Dusip ~ Once the parcel arrive don't forget to call me k..See ya heheh

Today..

Here's what I got this morning...

My parcel still in piece :)

wollla.....A water Filter it is hehe

It's Bio Aura Water Filter with Nano Technology

Hmm I got a Water Filter for Christmas..Something I least expected. This might come in handy anyway.. Whatever it is its useful though..I don't even have one at home.

Thanks Dusip..You're the best :) luV Ya heheh...You really make my day :)

BuSt YoUR WInDOw

2008-12-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

Wouldn't it be wonderful if I had really bust his window car....I would have felt better :) What the heck...Its just not me...I'm happier now than ever..Hate me for that LOSER!!!!

Like this song...Do listen to it...

Sounds like I still kept the anger within me but I can't help it..I HATE HIM!!!..If I can't bust his car window..think I should scratch his car instead hehehe..that's better..He deserved that!! :) *evil grin.....*sigh...still its just not ME!! I need a vacation.....

BusT YoUR WInDow By JAzmine SUlliVan

I bust the windows out your car
And no it didn't mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now I don't care about that part

I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn't wanna but I took my turn
I'm glad I did it 'cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel, when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenille
But I think that I deserve to smile
ha ha ha ha ha

I bust the windows out your car
You know I did it 'cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car
You should feel lucky that that's all I did
After five whole years of this
Gave you all of me & you played with it

Oooh ahh...
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when...

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenille
But I think that I deserve to smile

Bust the windows out 'cha car....
But it don't comfort to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don't know pain

Oooh Yeah I did it (Yeah I did it)
You should know it (You should know it)
I ain't sorry (I ain't sorry)
You deserved it (You deserved it)

After what you did to me (After what you did)
You deserved it (You deserved it)
I ain't sorry (I ain't sorry)
no no oh... (I ain't sorry)

You broke my heart
So I broke ya car
You caused me pain (You caused me pain)
So I did the same

Even though all that you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt yeah
Oh but why am I still cryin'?
Why am I the one whose still cryin'?

Oh oh you really hurt me baby
You really you really hurt me baby
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
hey hey hey hey
now watch me yua
now watch me ha ha ha

I bust the windows out ya car

2008-12-13T13:12:00.004+08:00

Ten Things You Can Say to Make Someone's Day

For most people life has its share of disappointments. Fatigue from a demanding schedule, financial difficulties, a failed endeavor at work or school, health problems, difficulty getting along with a family member or friend-these are times when a person can feel frustrated and discouraged.

Our words can be a valuable tool to cheer up and encourage a person who is down. Proverbs 25:11 tells us, "Like apples of gold in settings of silver, is a word spoken in right circumstances" (New American Standard Bible). By offering some words of encouragement, we can help discouraged people face their present and future with courage and a positive outlook.

Yet often that's easier said than done. Sometimes we want to help, but we've never been in a situation similar to what the discouraged person is facing and are at a total loss for words. Maybe we don't know the person's circumstances well enough to comment on specifics, but we still want to show our concern. When you want to give someone a word of encouragement and don't know what to say, here are 10 phrases that help bring new perspective to a discouraged person's life.

"Let me know if you ever need to talk."
One way to help is by letting the other person know you're available to listen if he or she ever wants to talk about the problem.

"You've made progress."
People who are discouraged rarely see their own achievements—in their personal lives, in their careers or educational goals, or in their lives as Christians.

"You're not alone."
You can remind a person who is discouraged that he or she is not alone—you are choosing to face his problems with him and certainly others are also rallying behind him.

"I really admire you for ..."
A person who is depressed often has lost sight of his good qualities. You can encourage that person by pointing out his genuine strengths.

"The present is not the future."
Those who are discouraged tend to see their present problems as overwhelming and can't envision their future as being any better.

"You're not a failure."
Another way to get a handle on discouragement is to remind others that they're not a failure just because they're at a low point and experiencing negative feelings.

"I want to help in any way I can."
Offer to help your friend and provide assistance in any way you can. Doing so will take some burdens off your friend so that he or she can focus on solving the problem at hand.

"There are solutions."
Discouraged people often feel they are in a hopeless situation and cannot see what resources are available to solve their problems.

"You did really well."
A discouraged person is often preoccupied with a specific failure or mistake. One way to help is by finding something about the person that you can sincerely applaud.

"You are a special person."
No other person has your friend's unique opportunities in life or thinks the same way your friend does.

LiTTle Things in Life We Can Do To Help A Friend In Need. Have a Great Weekend!!!

LeAve CuT By FiVe days???

2008-12-12T12:28:00.003+08:00

Today's headline in The Borneo Post really stunned most of us here this morning. The headline reads Leave Cut By Five Days...New civil servants to get less leave from Jan 1; serving staff to be given option. Just got to be kidding rite???!!!! I find it quite odd..what is the rationale of giving you options to choose such option. Exemptions only for police, army, maritime enforcement and education officers. What option??? Which is still not clear!!!

Currently, civil servants are entitled to 30 days annual leave and all serving civil servants would be given an option to retain their entitlement or opt for the reduced entitlement. Hmmmm...wonder what's the rationale behind of all this?? Will that be compensating government servants with another raised salary??? That would be nice..I don't mind having my annual leave being cut off if my salary is being raised to compensate my loss.. If not FORGET IT...I believe its our right and we deserved it!!

Hopefully there's a rationale behind it..so lets wait and see...So...Public Services Department Director-general, Tan Sri Ismail Adam....we're waiting!! Tick!! Tock!! Tick!! Tock!!

ToTo WhO....???

2008-12-11T22:17:00.014+08:00

Guess you must be wondering what or who is ToTo?? My sisters suddenly had a craze for pets after they paid a visit to a pet shop located somewhere in Sibu Town and fell in love with a Shih Tzu puppy. One of them bought Toto a Shih Tzu for almost RM700 including its food, toys, home (cage) and vaccinations. Hmmm...guess it cost more cause my sister refuse to say.

Here's some facts of Shih Tzu I would like to share. I have been having conversations on Shih Tzu with my sisters for months. Finally we have one of our own heheh... Toto aka Mr.Tots :)

I'm Mr. Tots aka ToTo :)

My 2nd Sis Bought this Cool T-shirt

Mr Tots aka ToTo

Shih Tzu

The Shih Tzu is also known as: Chrysanthemum Dog

Fast Facts

Group classification: Toy	Country of origin: China and Tibet	Date of origin: Antiquity
Weight (M): 9 - 16 lb	Height (M): 8 - 11"	Life expectancy: 11 - 14 years
Weight (F): 9 - 16 lb	Height (F): 8 - 11"

General Description of the Shih Tzu

The Shih Tzu is one of the most popular of the Toy breeds. It is well known for its long, flowing, luxurious hair, which covers all of its body. It has a round head, pleasant expression, and large, round, dark eyes. Its ears are large and covered by the coat. Shih Tzus are very small and compact in size, with a broad, deep chest. Their tails are curved and covered with fur. Shih Tzus can be any color, and tend not to shed. Their hair is in fact a double layer, with a woolly undercoat below the longer hair. Shih Tzus are small dogs, and are slightly longer than they are tall.
Shih Tzu Temperament

Shih Tzus are known for being sturdy, attentive, energetic, and responsive dogs. They are best suited to being companion dogs, and are generally easy-going and affectionate. When in a playful mood, Shih Tzus can be feisty and mischievous. Because they are alert and attentive dogs, they make good watchdogs who are fond of barking. If surprised or startled, they can be snappish. Shih Tzus love attention and being spoiled. They are very clever and can be trained, although they are known to be stubborn and a trainer consequently needs to be very patient. Shih Tzus generally get along well with other pets and older children. They do not do well with babies or toddlers, as they have a strong sense of self-importance and can be jealous of little children.
Caring for a Shih Tzu

Shih Tzus are fairly easy to take care of, as they do not require a great deal of exercise. If the owner chooses to keep the hair long, it will require careful daily grooming. If not groomed regularly, tangles and painful mats can develop. Many owners tie the hair on the top of the Shih Tzu’s head into a distinctive topknot so that the dog can see more easily. The hair can, however, be trimmed in order to keep grooming needs to a minimum. Most Shih Tzus enjoy outside exercise or simply running around inside a house or yard. Their eyes are sensitive and need to be cleaned regularly. Known health issues in this breed include canine hip dysplasia, renal dysplasia, entropion, progressive retinal atrophy, trichiasis, patellar luxation and portacaval shunt.

SKT MoNTh...!!!

2008-12-03T15:09:00.004+08:00

Its the time of the year again for all government staff throughout the nation busy filling the Sasaran Kerja Tahunan (SKT) forms which comes in two colours Yellow n Green..Well mine is green and I have to fill up two of them.

What shall I say hmm.....

this is mine...not completed yet hehe :)

ThE FaMouS NaSi LeLaPan In MiRi

2008-11-28T01:18:00.007+08:00

I'm sure most of you who have been to Miri like most of my trips there, surely be dropping by to Awang Mahyan's restaurant situated nearby Dynasty Hotel. Sorry can' t give you the exact location cause I'm not so familiar with Miri's Roads. All I know I must get myself at Awang Mahyan and go Shopping at either Imperial, Bintang or Boulevard Plaza!!! :)

I'm not doing any free promos but this is what I must have when I reached Miri!!

Yummy...All this Cost Only RM5 + RiCe .... LurVe It...

Try n EnjOy.. :)

History Mystery - Coincidence Or What???

2008-11-17T12:22:00.017+08:00

History Mystery

Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can.

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday .
Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Now it gets really weird.

Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln .

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat.

Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'
Kennedy was shot in a car called ' Lincoln ' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe , Maryland
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.

Creepy huh?

FooD n MoRe FooD :) ......GoooD FooD!!!

2008-11-12T15:07:00.004+08:00

My friends and I been going around looking for nice place to hang out and have lunch.. There were lots of tryouts sessions since Friday. Well we normally opted for Sukma Ria just to have lunch but this time around we found new place called Bimmerzs situated nearby Gita traffic light and been going there TWICE TODAY!!!

Here's the food we've tried :)..Well just free promos just to share :)

Azlan's Nasi Ayam :)

Din's Mee Kari...Nice

The food at Bimmerz was overall ok...got varieties and just choose where you hearts desire :) yUmmY!!! :)

We FliRt In DifFerEnt Waysss

2008-11-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

An Article I would Like To Share Just For Laughs..haha...CUte :)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1. She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to
go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even
harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

My WeLcOmiNg GifT :)

2008-11-04T13:45:00.007+08:00

When I reached home last Sunday, my parents were at the backyard. They didn't realize I had safely arrived. I was quite sleepy when I was driving home from Kuching to Sibu that day. Tired and so much to think I guess.

My dad kept me some durians from our very own orchard....Had some and this is one of the huge ones and the fruits were all yummy!!!!!hahah....I ate so much until I had bad tummy ache that nite...I love durians :) Yummy!!!

One of the huge durians :)

Partially eaten durians..still more inside =)

LoVe At FirSt SigHt

2008-11-04T13:06:00.004+08:00

Do you ever believe in love at first sight? hahaha...I do...I fell in love with there cute creatures hahahaha.....RABBITS....

Well I was driving on my way home to Sibu when I stopped by at Sri Aman Junction just to take a break after 3 hours of straight driving...I was a bit late since I had to stop in Serian for couple of hours and I was way behind my schedule...As I park my car, I saw these little creatures RABbits...So adorable...huhu..wish i could take them home... :)

Rabbits Sleeping...CUte!!!

Little turtles hahah...used to have these... =)

SuPeRmAn In KaPiT?? BelieVe It oR NoT....

2008-11-04T03:08:00.006+08:00

I saw this awesome man carrying this motorcycle off the express boat all by himself just by laying it carefully on its shoulder upon our arrival to Kapit from Sibu last 24th October 2008. While I was climbing up the stairs I saw him at the jetty steadily carrying a medium size refrigerator..and Now a motorcycle..actually two to be exact...This is what I called hard labour...My salutation to you man..you are a Superman!!! Your family must be so proud of you.

The man carrying the motorbike heading to the jetty

Oppsie Dassie..The man almost lost his balance while trying to climb the stairs but he managed to balance himself

ThE TeAM BeHiNd LaYaR BeStArI, KaPiT 2008

2008-11-04T02:28:00.009+08:00

We are glad its finally over and we did our best to make everything possible..but no harm for us to have some fun after the event rite :).. No grudges against those who felt uncomfortable with our presence. We are just doing our part of job and we too want to make the best out of it.

Part of the team who made the event possible

They played their part too..A big applause to them

Yeay!! Its over...Time to Celebrate =)

LayaR BeStaRi LaUnCH iN KaPit

2008-11-03T12:50:00.022+08:00

Finally the long awaited event of the year "LAYAR BESTARI 2008 AKA WAYANG PACAK" finally took place on the 27th October 2008 in Kapit. After being postponed for four times since April, I can't recall huhu...the Minister finally gave in and spare some time for Kapit.

The team from HQ arrived on the 24th to monitored the whole event. At first the proposed location was at Padang Majlis Daerah Kapit situated next to Dewan Suarah. However, after the little screen was put up at the field on the 25th..literally speaking well it is small..even the banner was bigger that the screen. After much consideration and consultation from the top management. It was agreed that the proposed location was not appropriate and was immediately shifted to Kapit Town square which was situated at the heart of little Kapit town. The technical team unloading the screen components

The little Screen after been shifted to the Town Square

The New Location Kapit Town Square

We did all the preparations..but to our dismay..most of the local staff was not helpful at all. I had to find my own initiatives just to find extra trays for the souvenirs. Luckily I was the type who like to ask around..Alas I managed to borrow from KPSU without hassle. I just don't know what to say anymore..Just want to get over with it..The whole team faced the same problem and what we did was just do our part and make sure everything turns out well at the actual event. We hardly had enough sleep for the whole 4 nights in Kapit. We even had to stay until 3 am just to redo one of the functions seating arrangements and the staff didn't even bother to tell us that they had sent all the invitations with fixed table stated on the card. What a waste of our precious time and energy..and had to wake up early the next morning!! Damned!!!

27th October 2008
On 27th, we had rehearsals in the morning then i had to rush to the jetty to welcome the Minister who was supposed to arrive at 3.30pm but end up two hours late..As they reached later in the evening after a late departure from Sibu. The Minister was too occupied playing golf hahah...We had to wait for two hours for the boat to arrive..what a bummer!! huhuhuh...free free sunburn under the scorching sun..phew!!!

The Layar Bestari 2008 aka Wayang Free @ Pacak

Alas the big long awaited moment has arrived...The Minister n the entourage arrive at approximately 8.30pm...once the VIPs finally settle down..out of the sudden the chaos begins..Our planned grand launched was immediately destroyed...All our effort, and all our hard work and pre planning for the launched..Every single bit was a big waste!!!...

The launched was only mere words of Thanks from the MInister in Iban!!!...What a big disappointment!!! Well what the heck..Saya yang Menurut Perintah!! There's nothing much to say and do..so the 500O crowd who were flooding the area and the stage immediately after the announcement..

Well I don't call that a Launch :) and my main concern was to get over with it..And finally the event was quite successful and ITS OVER!!!! HUHUHU...That What Matter Most!!!

Life Less Ordinary.....

2008-10-12T23:08:00.015+08:00

What a week!!! I've been doing almost nothing for about 3 weeks before and after raya. Well not nothing actually. I still managed to complete few instructions by my superior even though I just don't feel like working at all. Well, Saya Menurut Perintah..Am feeling so down..down..down and down..Just wondering what is wrong with me!!! Here's my short recap of this week's activity.

1. Again...Raya Visits
This whole week, I been continuing my raya visits to my boss' house and my staffs. It was enjoyable, at least managed to take things off my mind for awhile. Well I guess throughout this raya overall my raya visits are about 20 houses I guess..Didn't really kept track of it..Overall the visits though it didn't last long enough but at least I managed to laugh and relax just for a well. Then when the day ended, I'm back to my remorse self back home feeling empty. And that's I guess is my daily routine since then well the incident.

2. Peek A Boo - Myvi - I see U.. :)
Yesterday was enjoyable, my colleagues and I well the only the three of us after our final raya visit. :)I was bugging my colleague to go to Perodua Showroom to have a peek at the new MyVi. I was excited to see the new MyVi SE..sort of like a make over. It was beautiful well I like the features..I like sports cars a lot..I have a passion for cars I just don't know why!!! It may sound weird but I don't care..Overall I love the features of the new Myvi except for the back light. I find it quite ugly..They should have put the round lights instead of the current one..Its crystal but the lights features look weird. One more thing, I don't like the car's rim. Too heavy I guess..In some ways it makes the car look ugly. If you change it to chrome rims, then it would look nicer :) hehe..Just a suggestion!!! :)

Just drop by at www.perodua.com.my and have a look.

3. My Compaq + Broadband = My Life Saviour

Since I got myself a notebook and a broadband, my after work life's been better. Well since the incident, I kept to myself more and only hang out with my colleagues who happens to be my only friends around. I stopped going out for hangouts like I used to. I still drive around when I'm bored BUT, only I stopped going to places where I used to hang out...I decided to wipe out the memories and move on. The End :)

Now I spend most of my time going online and downloading songs and blogging ehheh..and playing online games just to kill the time before bedtime well other than reading of course :) These inventions are amazing and where was I before only come to realize it now...Damn slow of me..hehe...Guess was too occupied before to realize all this. My CPU is running low of course heheh...I'm getting forgetful as well..ooh HELP!!!..

4. An Eye Opener - Makes My Day, A Woman's Worth
As I was doing my daily routine of browsing through the websites, I came across few quotes from a website that really makes my day hehe....I like to share with u some of my favourites...

This is the best :) luv it...hahah....Cool Eh!!!

Girl Power!!!....Yea....

And These really makes me think... :) Nice...hmmmm....

Been there..Done That :) heheh...

People who did all these are great and so creative!!! Amazing isn't it??? Somewhere or somehow the thoughts really makes my day...It's only a beginning of a new chapter in life and will not end there just yet. Only my another less exciting weekend just ended.....there's more to come....Tomorrow?? Come what may... :)

10 SiGnS Ur BeAu DoEsN't WaNt U AnYMoRe....

2008-10-04T12:33:00.001+08:00

10 SiGnS Ur BeAu DoEsN't WaNt U AnYMoRe...a thought i would like to share ....

Well I've read about this article in few magazines..One i came across in Cosmopolitan and Eh...well u can check it out in May n June 2008 issue..wander u can tell me whether its true or not....sigh***

It all started when.....
1. Regular SMS to.....NONE
2. Takes time to reply ur SMS or no reply at all...
3. Takes time to answer ur call and when he picks it up it takes bout less than 5 mins or worst REJECT ur calls...heheh...hmmm...
4. Forgot or Cancels all ur dates last minute from weekly meets to NONE...
5. when ur on a date..ur beau kept looking at his watch n HP...
6. u kept blaming urself for the change n thought it was ur fault for being
too ignorant n trying to make up for it..
7. Rather spends most time with frens than with u n telling u that he's bz
8. Forgot ur bday or other special day
9. Never calls ur to ask whether ur okay or saying hi when u are away
sumwhere far from each other...
10. Stops saying 'I miss U' n stops calling u sayang...

hmm...points to ponder...there are more but i guess i'll share only this 10 signs.. sigh**** HaPPy ReAdiNG...

Raya Fever.....

2008-10-04T11:39:00.005+08:00

It's raya weekend and was in the office for a while yesterday hehe...The mood was quite solemn but still merry in few parts of Kuching. When visiting on Friday with my gang..It all started in the morning and continued till late evening..

So far for the record for Friday raya visits I went to a total of 13 houses within a day...Was so full and tired but was enjoying every second of it..Well at least it does take things of my mind for the time being...Now am still full till morning...Besides was able to do house hunting as well..hehe...looking around for new places where I can call my own :)

On the 1st day of raya, I went to my auntie's house who was living nearby Masja...It was nice to see all my cousins and families are back together..Even one of my cousin do not recognize me as its been awhile seen we last met hmm about 14-15 years ago I think..I hardly met him and was surprised to see him and errmmm his family there...hmm..time flies man..and we 'all grew up...The on the 2nd day raya just went to a friendly visits to a friend house nearby then went window shopping to The Spring and Crown Plaza...well was looking for sumthing but nothing much I can find there...Shopping alone wasn't so bad..Ya u have people and couples looking at u..Hmm...thinking "Why is she alone?" well I have money to spend no harm I guess and it a free country I go wherever I want to go..

Unfortunately met someone i despised a long time ago during my Uni years...Didn't expect to see her there...Whatever it is still can't forgive her for what she did over the years...Hope u rot in Hell old fren!!! Dont expect me to forgive and forget..U made my life a living hell..Thank God I had friends who supported me back then...And I am what I am today..

I guess there will be another typical weekend for me ;) Life must go on ...

Lady Luck By My Side...Owez...

2008-09-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday evening n I was bored...So I decided to drive around town without any specific place to go..Just drive and enjoy the night view and watching muslims frens rushings for last minute raya shopping at Satok where it always jam at this time of year :) ...Sumthing Interesting happen today...

As I was driving pass the Waterfront...Damned a JPJ roadblock on both sides!!!...I was horrified but there was not turning back so immediately as usual I wind down both my car windows down praying that my car won't be issued a 'Love Letter'..heheh as usual I was being stopped but THANK GOD!!! heheh the JPJ Officer only check my orange road tax hehe...as I put both road tax there so I'm safe as usual...hehe...i was smiling ear to ear..huhu...another escape ...Thank God it was dark so they can;t really tell how dark my car tinted are :P huhu...another closed escaped :)

hmm well this is so far the 1st road block i ever encountered with JPJ. As for police traffic's roadbloks hmmm about 7-8 times (twice on the to Sibu and to Kch) and a record of 4 roadblocks in a day on my way to Serian on one fine Saturday...I'm lucky I guessed...being stopped at all road blocks, license checked n received numerous lectures regarding my quite so-so tinted car :P... n still can get away with it :) hahah..isn't it awesome...

I guess those guys have soft spots with lady drivers (like me =) ) who always drives alone...I guess driving alone wasn't so bad and got use to it since I started driving 3 years ago..so far so good...my Luck sure shine's all the time and with angels watching over me most of the time...Well being ALONE wasn't so bad as people normally think..YES!! I admits sumtime it gets bored, but being independent half of my life makes me a better person in many ways...COOL n Am Loving it.... :)

Buzzz..Buzzz...A Day After Another 10 cents down..

2008-09-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

Been reading the papers today...10 cents down on petrol price? Is it worth it or just simply gimmick just to win supports? hmmm....few reactions i've read the price do not at all affect them..and it doesn't help at all..

I understand why..getting buzy with raya preparations and the prices of goods rising..Been looking around at some prices of goods in the market/supermarkets..My oooohhhh my its expensive..even my fav Dutch lady yogurt drink is expensive now from RM4.90 up to RM5.40 (can u imagine that)....

Now with the petrol prices going down..for me it doesn't really make so much difference...I've been staying in Shah Alam for over 7 years and been working to and fro driving from Shah Alam to KL everyday with my average petrol usage of RM60 per week(full tank with RM50 (RM1.92) by then with average RM240 per month..I think its way ok compare to now..here in Kuching RM50 per week x 4 =RM200 per month with less than a tank full..believe me RM50 still not enough to feed my little kelisa...but I'm ok cos of shorter distance and Kuching is not so big as KL....Why i feel the burden is there still when buying expensive groceries...

Nowadays..most of prices of goods are rising especially during festive seasons...not only during festive seasons but during normal seasons as well...,People are more concern of food more to petrol coz prices of goods in Kch are likely quite expensive unless u know where to find cheap goods...Petrol whether u like it or not u still have to buy it since u need petrol to move ur vehicle around...Its a NEED now...unless u still prefer cycling..then it saves more than ever..

With the transitions of power just around the corner...i just can't understand how the govt try to solve all these when the younger generation are not supporting them when they are seeing loop-holes here n there....petrol..rice what else is next? better luck next time :)

Durian RUntUh..Wah...

2008-09-26T11:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I went thru my bank account...after tolak this n that my car, bills, cdt cards what else ah..oh ye... my house rent....wah..still a lot in hand ....hehe what to do next ah?

I'm so relieved that I have a few toys to play with heheh... now I have my own laptop RM2k+++ was a good investment I guess hehehe...at least now i have a new status ..Single n availble :) Then, I won't be so bored as I have another gadget that I can go online at home huhu...nice!! I'm loving it...BROADBAND huhuh....RM399+RM68+RM467..worthed it...Lovely!!! A great belated birthday present for me...well I Deserved it definitely...

This month's pay wah..best eh..my 1st Full bonus after 2 years of service heheh...what a blessing :) my 1st bonus was in 2006 where i only get 4 months since I reported for duty on 18 September 2006..well better than nothing rite?...wished my pay will be the same the whole year can best...smpi 4 figure heheh...hmmm How I Wish :)

It's Friday...And Its Dull...

2008-09-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

It's a week from raya..sounds like fun..hmm not really actually..a bit down lately..trying to figure out what went wrong....hmmm....life's getting slower now and then and just can't figure out why...mayb part of it was my fault a way or another...falling for the wrong person at the wrong time and at the wrong place....Gosh!!! how can I be so stupid at times...

Now trying to figure out how to get out of it...things work out badly...I'm recovering quite badly..Two failed relationships at the same time was a great blow for me...The 1st wasnt so bad coz it was too long and was going no where...the 2nd one was short n sweet but was a sting...well what more can i say..nothing can be done.. so let it be n let go...

What a Bummer!!....Wish i could get away somewhere or blow up HIS CAR!!...huhuh...I can be so cruel if I wanna be...hmm...that's part n parcel of life I guess... LIFE....